It hurts today. I just want and need people to be gentle with my heart.

I challenge you - make a list of what you are holding onto. Take the time for yourself to remember the good.

My family. My Friends. Near and far people have supported me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

My Sunlight gave me one last sunset before it disappeared. Now I am back in darkness.

Emma. My soul dog. I miss you. My heart is broken. I look for you everywhere.

I am still here. My Blog is still here. I needed pause. I needed to allow myself to pause. I needed to spend time with my baby girl.

Today is a hard day. I won't hide the hard here. Hard is healing too. Even when it feels like I am bleeding out.

When the rubber hits the road, when things get tough, when the unexpected happens, how much are you really healed?