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I wish I could hate him...
Hating him would make this easier for me. But I don't.
fahlmana
May 5, 20252 min read


Dear Future Husband
Writing to my future husband helped me growing up. Once you found him and it wasn't him...it doesn't matter anymore
fahlmana
May 4, 20252 min read


Did I just put myself first and the world didn't fall apart?
Dating can be such a challenge; especially for someone who constantly battles not feeling like I am enough. But I am proud. I put myself 1st
fahlmana
Mar 7, 20255 min read


I Just Need To Bleed
Today is a hard day. I won't hide the hard here. Hard is healing too. Even when it feels like I am bleeding out.
fahlmana
Jan 6, 20252 min read


Am I Even Healing?
When the rubber hits the road, when things get tough, when the unexpected happens, how much are you really healed?
fahlmana
Jan 5, 20253 min read


One Week Left - AZ
I have one week left. I want to lean into it. I want to absorb the next 7 days.
fahlmana
Jan 3, 20252 min read


Goodbye 2024
Its time to say goodbye to 2024; a year that just sucked...
fahlmana
Jan 1, 20254 min read


2025 - We Made It!
2025. I am so grateful in being here and feeling this.
fahlmana
Jan 1, 20253 min read


Goodbye
Sometimes the people that were are not the people that are. Sometimes as painful and heartbreaking as it is, you need to let them go.
fahlmana
Jan 1, 20253 min read


My Bags are Packed
I am packed to go to Arizona. It terrifies me. It's outside of my comfort zone. But I am doing it. Come with me.
fahlmana
Dec 20, 20242 min read


The Path That Became My Sanctuary
I walk a path to heal my soul. It became my sanctuary
fahlmana
Dec 17, 20244 min read


Remember Who You Are
Things that helped me recover in my past.
fahlmana
Dec 13, 20244 min read
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