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Half Way Thru 2025
This year has not been perfect so far, but it is still mine. My steps forward carry the memories. ALL of them. And I have half a year to go still.
fahlmana
Jun 233 min read
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Airports
Everyone is coming and going. An airport shows us so clearly everyone's different paths.
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Jun 124 min read
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My Tribe
My family. My Friends. Near and far people have supported me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
fahlmana
May 64 min read
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I wish I could hate him...
Hating him would make this easier for me. But I don't.
fahlmana
May 52 min read
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Banff Canada
Banff, Canada. This has been on my bucket list for years. This was a dream trip in the making. I have envisioned this trip so many times...
fahlmana
Apr 243 min read
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Holding My Breath
I am scared to be happy. How can I release my fear and truly live.
fahlmana
Apr 174 min read
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Emma. My Baby. I Still Hurt
I still miss my baby. A momma always will. And no amount of posts or words will be enough.
fahlmana
Mar 24 min read
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Am I Even Healing?
When the rubber hits the road, when things get tough, when the unexpected happens, how much are you really healed?
fahlmana
Jan 53 min read
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2025 - We Made It!
2025. I am so grateful in being here and feeling this.
fahlmana
Jan 13 min read
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Goodbye
Sometimes the people that were are not the people that are. Sometimes as painful and heartbreaking as it is, you need to let them go.
fahlmana
Jan 13 min read
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My Bags are Packed
I am packed to go to Arizona. It terrifies me. It's outside of my comfort zone. But I am doing it. Come with me.
fahlmana
Dec 20, 20242 min read
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The Path That Became My Sanctuary
I walk a path to heal my soul. It became my sanctuary
fahlmana
Dec 17, 20244 min read
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The Cost
Your old life is the cost for your new one
fahlmana
Dec 9, 20243 min read
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Will you jump off a cliff with me?
Will you jump off the cliff with me? Into the waters unknown below? What is only one year?
fahlmana
Dec 7, 20243 min read
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