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Where did the feelings go?
If I stopped feeling it deeply, is that numbness or is that healing?
fahlmana
Jun 103 min read
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He Wasn't The "One"
I wanted him to be the "one" but instead he was a lesson. Life is not a happy ending. It is just life.
fahlmana
May 252 min read
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I Need Gentle
It hurts today. I just want and need people to be gentle with my heart.
fahlmana
May 223 min read
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I Am Still That Woman
I am who I am having gone through what I have. It is my year. I am still going
fahlmana
May 163 min read
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I am the sun
I will dance in the sunshine again. For I am the sun. I will be ok.
fahlmana
May 143 min read
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Free
Sometimes its about looking backwards, to see how far you have come.
fahlmana
May 83 min read
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I wish I could hate him...
Hating him would make this easier for me. But I don't.
fahlmana
May 52 min read
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Grief is such a fickle bitch.Â
Grief can take you in a lot of different directions. But to be clear, there is a huge difference between thoughts and actions.
fahlmana
May 43 min read
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Dear Future Husband
Writing to my future husband helped me growing up. Once you found him and it wasn't him...it doesn't matter anymore
fahlmana
May 42 min read
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My Sunshine is Gone
My Sunlight gave me one last sunset before it disappeared. Now I am back in darkness.
fahlmana
May 32 min read
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Holding My Breath
I am scared to be happy. How can I release my fear and truly live.
fahlmana
Apr 174 min read
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Emma
Emma. My soul dog. I miss you. My heart is broken. I look for you everywhere.
fahlmana
Feb 254 min read
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Am I Even Healing?
When the rubber hits the road, when things get tough, when the unexpected happens, how much are you really healed?
fahlmana
Jan 53 min read
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Goodbye 2024
Its time to say goodbye to 2024; a year that just sucked...
fahlmana
Jan 14 min read
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Goodbye
Sometimes the people that were are not the people that are. Sometimes as painful and heartbreaking as it is, you need to let them go.
fahlmana
Jan 13 min read
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