I've needed time away. I have been all over the place and not felt like I could share my authentic self. My writing took a pause. I am not sure where I am currently landing, but today, I felt like writing once more.

Instead of living in the past or the future, maybe what your soul needs is the here and now. To sit in it. To feel it. To heal in it.

I wanted him to be the "one" but instead he was a lesson. Life is not a happy ending. It is just life.

It hurts today. I just want and need people to be gentle with my heart.

I challenge you - make a list of what you are holding onto. Take the time for yourself to remember the good.

Sometimes its about looking backwards, to see how far you have come.

Hating him would make this easier for me. But I don't.

Grief can take you in a lot of different directions. But to be clear, there is a huge difference between thoughts and actions.

Writing to my future husband helped me growing up. Once you found him and it wasn't him...it doesn't matter anymore

My Sunlight gave me one last sunset before it disappeared. Now I am back in darkness.

I am scared to be happy. How can I release my fear and truly live.

Dating can be such a challenge; especially for someone who constantly battles not feeling like I am enough. But I am proud. I put myself 1st

I still miss my baby. A momma always will. And no amount of posts or words will be enough.

Emma. My soul dog. I miss you. My heart is broken. I look for you everywhere.

I am still here. My Blog is still here. I needed pause. I needed to allow myself to pause. I needed to spend time with my baby girl.

Today is a hard day. I won't hide the hard here. Hard is healing too. Even when it feels like I am bleeding out.

When the rubber hits the road, when things get tough, when the unexpected happens, how much are you really healed?

I have one week left. I want to lean into it. I want to absorb the next 7 days.

Its time to say goodbye to 2024; a year that just sucked...

2025. I am so grateful in being here and feeling this.