I've needed time away. I have been all over the place and not felt like I could share my authentic self. My writing took a pause. I am not sure where I am currently landing, but today, I felt like writing once more.

Seeking your peace, protecting your peace, being at peace are the most important things you can do for yourself.

Sometimes the paths we so badly wanted, are the blessing we didn't know we needed at the time of not getting them.

Everyone is coming and going. An airport shows us so clearly everyone's different paths.

If I stopped feeling it deeply, is that numbness or is that healing?

Instead of living in the past or the future, maybe what your soul needs is the here and now. To sit in it. To feel it. To heal in it.

I wanted him to be the "one" but instead he was a lesson. Life is not a happy ending. It is just life.

I challenge you - make a list of what you are holding onto. Take the time for yourself to remember the good.

I am who I am having gone through what I have. It is my year. I am still going

Sometimes its about looking backwards, to see how far you have come.

My family. My Friends. Near and far people have supported me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Hating him would make this easier for me. But I don't.

Writing to my future husband helped me growing up. Once you found him and it wasn't him...it doesn't matter anymore

Banff, Canada. This has been on my bucket list for years. This was a dream trip in the making. I have envisioned this trip so many times...

Emma. My soul dog. I miss you. My heart is broken. I look for you everywhere.

I am still here. My Blog is still here. I needed pause. I needed to allow myself to pause. I needed to spend time with my baby girl.

I have one week left. I want to lean into it. I want to absorb the next 7 days.

Sometimes the people that were are not the people that are. Sometimes as painful and heartbreaking as it is, you need to let them go.

Things that helped me recover in my past.